I am Me first then Laurie the wife than Mommy the Mother of my three beautiful little munchkins: Bug, Buvey and Plum.
I also am a person who suffers severly from a stress disorder called 'Panic Attacks' The nightmare began in 1996...
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FAMILY
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I awoke from a dead sleep in a full blown panic attack. I felt as if I were being chased by something. My heart raced and so did my feet all the way down the stairs as fast as my numb legs could take me. I thought there were other things contributing to these attacks. I didn't know at the time what it was I was experiencing, all I knew is that it was an overwhelming and very frightening feeling. I prayed to Jehovah for relief, but as usual it would be up to me to search for the answers.
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FRIENDS
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My best friend is Eric. We don't have a lot of friends these days, I mean ones that you would hang out with on a regular basis. Eric and I decided a long time ago that it's better to not get too involved with any personal problems because it's quite enough trying to raise 3 children (home schooled ones at that) in a somewhat sane environment, let alone trying to deal with my social phobia's. If anyone would like to contribute to this, and I mean those who have personally gone through this or know someone who has(even that's not enough) Because you can't understand this unless you have experienced the overwhelming fear and feelings of total isolation.
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